Fun vacation except....

Just got home bout 30 mins ago from Huntington Beach CA.  Went with my g/f her kids and her brother
  It was nice to get out of the heat of AZ for a bit to enjoy the amazing beach weather.

Here's the except part....I've been trying to eat healthy again and get back in the gym hard.  I knew going out of town I may have issues with eating healthy and I did.  Ate junk food, Mexican, and snacks that I have been trying to avoid.  What the hell is wrong with me?  I know to some it is not a big deal and I used to not care.  However, I feel so out of shape now.  Got myself into the best shape of my life two years ago and let myself go.  But, I feel so good when I go....why do I push it away when it benefits everything I do in life?  I guess I just am lazy.  I know it will not be easy, but I need to get back to my old mindset.  Whatever it takes is what I must do!

Moving Forward with a Positive Atitude

Right now it is 11:00pm on a Saturday night.  Been pretty depressed all day.  Didn't do much other than homework and watched TV.  I wanted to go to the gym, but I couldn't bring my fat ass to get out of the house.  Personally, I am frustrated.  How does one go from being a gym rat and going almost every day, to barely even wanting to go.  Every time I do go, I feel great!  I need to get out of this funk!

Tomorrow is a new day!  I am needing to get back to being over organized and creating positive and good habits for myself.  No more skipping out on the gym.  I never realized how important it was to me until I pushed it away.  Lifestyle change is coming!